I really don't miss living in Hong Kong. I'm dead serious! No homesick at all. I would miss Pittsburgh whenever I went back Hong Kong. I kind of believe I am belong to here, but then of course I don't think I will stay here forever and ever. So many thing that people would be very interested in, like pop culture, news, who was killed by who, who kicked a dog to death, who devoiced, who win anything, what happened somewhere in the world, etc etc. Too much politics, and there are so much things that not related to anybody. I have no particular one that is my idol. I would side I really like Thomas Ades' music but still not all of them. Why I can't really like Stravinsky? Why Mozart and Beethoven can't have bad pieces? Why I have to like Lady Gaga? Why do I need to care about what the stupid goverment is doing? As an artist, yes, we need to be sensitive to the world. In the same time, we need to choose what we have to concern. You can't spend all your time to do everything with all the things happening in the world. Why do you care that much that's not related to you? Why you would want to spend your most expensive thing in your life on something not even worth to mention? Is there so much time for yourself? The mayor got devoiced. That's none of your business. etc. Someone got caught who performed some crime, ok, thanks for letting people who did that. Would there be anyone would remember that happened? Who would remember how that guy looks so they would prevent him/her? There are a lot of sad things in the world already. No one would wanna get more and more sadness from all the news and TV program. Human being are all sick. There is no one perfect. If you like to spend time argue about this, I won't stop you at all because I would rather save time for myself to do whatever I wanna do, like playing stupid facebook game. Yes, that's freaking lame and wasted me a huge amount of time, but I kind of enjoy it. I should have spent those time on doing exercise or read all the books that I have or do through some CDs or write as much as music that I could. Time management is not something you can just say. You need to plan and do it. Time flies so fast that you can't grab it at any particular moment. Enjoy your life and be happy with everything! |